Saturday, December 31, 2011
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Monday, December 26, 2011
Then after their whole convo, kiddo said it's interesting how God created us... He's pretty smart to create us that way.
What a wonderful way to start the day ;)
Friday, December 23, 2011
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Beautiful lights glowing from
the Xmas tree = borrowed from the M family.
watching tv/movies the whole night coz they have no need to get up early tomorrow = awesomeness.
Having to sleep in an empty home by myself coz my son & my dog are sleeping over the fiance's house = kinda sucky.
Seeing my 2 boys cuddle while watching = priceless.
Hello Christmas vacation. We missed u so! These next 2 weeks are gonna be FUN! (though it's kinda strange not having to wear layers of clothing for Xmas)
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
- A new season as a missionary working for the kingdom of God in one of the most beautiful places on earth.
- A new season as a soon-to-be wife of a great godly man.
- A new season to have a new name and a new beginning.
- A new season as God's minister who was given a mandate to proclaim His praise in the islands. (isaiah 42:12)
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Or so I thought.
Yesterday the ear infection came back with a damn vengeance. Today I am in so much pain that Tylenol isn't even doing anything for me anymore. My ear is swollen :( I have to put ice on my ear so it numbs out the external pain I feel coz of all the crap that's in my ear that's causing the infection.
An my ear chose to do this 2 days before I celebrate my birthday. :/ so i had to cancel my birthday dinner. Sucks to be me right now.
Please say a prayer for me if you can. I am believing for supernatural healing coz this single mama has no insurance and I can't afford to go to a specialist.
I know my God is a healer. I am trusting in His promise that He removes all my diseases (psalm 103)... Please stand in prayer with me and believe with me for healing.
Monday, November 28, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Friday, November 25, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Friday, October 28, 2011
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
im sure they saw the fruits and the potential of the promise land.... but the giants in the land scared the living sh*t out of them. i know, just like Joshua, i'm facing my promise land at the moment. i know because that is what God whispered in my heart months even before i left LA. that i would be entering my promise land. and it would be a place of rest. but it would also be a place to conquer.
He wouldn't have called or provided for me to come out here if it wasn't His will. but even in the call and the provision, right now i'm scared sh*tless. i never thought my heart would feel this way. i thought seeing my dreams come to pass would be a good thing that would bring me satisfaction.... but 2 months into this transition and it has already brought about a lot of fears, tears and issues that i never thought i would have to face right away.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Friday, October 7, 2011
Monday, October 3, 2011
i "met" him 6 years ago through email...but i didn't reply back. LOL
i never thought i'd meet him and real life, or even be my friend.
but God decided to play a funny joke on me.
it happened fast.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Thursday, September 22, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
the fear is louder and the silence on this page has been deafening.
the fear is louder in the midst of all the emotions my heart is feeling.
the fear is louder than the peace.
the fear is louder than the warm fuzzies and butterflies.
the fear is shouting louder than His promises.
the fear is louder than the voices and hearts that are trying to reach out and help.
the fear is louder than everything good that's been happening around me.
the fear is louder.
and i am paralyzed by it.
i feel so bound by it.
and i cannot seem to let it go.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Friday, September 2, 2011
Monday, August 29, 2011
Saturday, August 27, 2011
treading into a new territory can often be intimidating and sometimes tiring, just because you really don't know how to "be" just yet. and sometimes your heart longs for the familiar and the known coz there is comfort there.